This is my life

I ended up chatting with a friend that I have lost touch with for a while a couple days ago (actually in the past couple weeks I have touched base with about 8 random people out of my past) And there seems to be a current theme to what everyone says to me. 

You have changed

 I have always been tall

            I have always been extremely blonde

                      I have always had giant blue eyes 

So what's different? 

Everything

"This is my life

Its not what it was before

All these feelings I've shared

And these are my dreams

That I've never lived before

Somebody shake me cause I

I must be sleeping"

Now that we're here

Its so Far away

All the struggle we thought was in vain

All the mistakes

One life contained

They finally start to go away

Now that we're here 

its so far away

And I feel like I can face the day

I can forgive and I'm not ashamed

of the person that I am today

These are my words

That I've never said before

I think I'm doing ok

And this is the smile

That I've never shown before 

Somebody shake me cause I 

I must be sleeping"

So Far Away - Staind